Fahrini Delly

2005-06-13T17:37:00.000-07:00

http://lady-saccharina.blogspot.com

see you there!

2005-05-22T12:23:00.000-07:00

abeh skrg nk kene bikin such a big fuss asal??....nie skrg antare kite2 je pe...kite org tk bikin sampai the whole fucking school tau...ckp je nk simpan sendiri...kwn sendiri pon TK AKAN BILANG...bbl je lebih...korang nk benci, benci ah...kite org tk expect org sume nk suke kite...jgn jadi bodoh ah. part of human life is of hating each other pe...even kalau tk mix together...tu sume perkare biase...abeh ko nk expect kite org suke sume org ah...nk benci2 ah...big deal ah kalau krg benci bdk sec 3.....niwae things da over pe..asal nk kene bbl sal tu sume....things da over buat hal things da over ah. nk xtra2 nie asal???...da tau perangai kite mcm bdk2 yg korang gi layan sape suro??? tk ke keje bodoh..haiz..tk faham ah..berape bodoh ko nie...nk kene bbl bahase keling pe baru leh faham eh??? niwae kalau nk tag bende merepek baik tk ya tag ah...aku nye tag-board bukan untuk org yg takde name....

2005-05-22T04:43:00.000-07:00

shop. shop. shop.

went shopping with my shopping partner farlinah.

we really shop till we drop. yup. one shop after another...weehee...

really went crazy coz it seems dat theres lot of thing we wanna grab but than too bad..not enuf cash..so leave it.

1 top n 1 botton for me. 2 tops for farlinah. 1 phurse for us. 1 pencil case for farlinah n 1 b'dae present for our cousins.

left 1 long skirt n 2 flats for me. 1 skirt n 1 pant for farlinah.

n i want i esprite pants!!! but i noe no longger it will still be available.

farlinah: insyallah...kalau itu ripcurl wallet ade lagi aku beli kn k...

2005-05-22T01:37:00.000-07:00

i decided to remove my tagboard again.

maybe it is easier w/o tagboard.

to that person eh.

kesian ah mak lu takder kasi namer.

serious ah aku kesian ah tgk kau.

haizz.

2005-05-17T23:42:00.000-07:00

ok. i really can't accept it when that someone claim it that its her originality. oh my...do u have the sense of shyness??

"..n for ur info i start the music thinggy first"

"eh helo....i start using it first ages ago sey...if u start using it first y it isn't in ur post??"

"is juz b'coz i'm tired of updating abt music"

if u r tired y does it y does it appear now??? does it make sense..??

if u say dat i copy u abt the 'x' thinggy ok wadeva...n now i did crack my brain to think for new idea.

ok..i got nothing against u. yup...but if u wanna say abt true freinds, this is how they react. they will feel mad once their friends being backstabbe.

if u say dat we make are the 1 who make it into a big deal, u r the 1 who are spreadin it. from u it pass on n on n on....hmph...

2005-05-16T15:08:00.000-07:00

some people really crack their brain to find some new ideas on wad they have to scribble on their blog to make look totally different from others.

somehow some people are born not to have their own origiality or lack of it.

wads the point of rephrsing it was meant to be in the same concept.

if u want ur blog to have a different look from others have the time to sit n think abt something new. crack ur brain abit. coz u will gain something.

2005-05-13T20:53:00.000-07:00

last paper for the dae. yup. time to relax my mind from all sort of question that sometimes make me confused.

poa to tally sux. i cn only balance my trading and profit n loss account. but i doubt so the ans is correct. i didn't even memorize the defination. n i can even forget the equation.

stupid me.

math paper 2 was ok. but i don't really expect high marks for math coz i'm totally not a math freak.

i'm totally prepared to failed my POA n combined humanities. coz i noe i gonna fail badly for these to subject.

combined science it really depend on my chemistry. physic i hardly remember all the defination.

i have no confidence to get A1 for my malay. coz i hardly understand the kefahaman, which i usually depend to gain my marks. but at least i hope i could gain an A2.

long weekend for sec 3 acad student.

saturday + sunday + monday + tueasday.

plans for the day are ready but it is yet to be comfirm.

2005-05-11T19:46:00.000-07:00

the 4th for mid year. 5 paper have been taken.

tomorrow id the 6th n 7 th paper. eng paper 1 &2 follow by mother tounge paper 1 &2, math paper 1 lastly chem n social studies in 1 dae.

talking abt my paper english paper was i ok. i manage to complete my work before the times end. dat same goeas for the rest.

but perhaps my malay kefahaman suck up. i hardly understand the passage. oh man..."o" level malay sometimes really suck up.

2005-05-04T17:06:00.000-07:00

i'll be in sch tomorrow. yup.

2 daes on mc. dats mean skip sch for 2 daes. yup. n dats more than enuf. u get it. i miz lot of lesson. n i mean alot. both daes are the important subjects dat i'm having. but than.....too bad. i feel so weak to go to sch.

n now i feel much much more better. i can't skip sch tomorrow coz i'm having my eng paper on fridae. pray hard for me people.

coz i noe, its hard for me to go through everything during the laz minute revision. i didn't even finish preparing my notes. i'm slacking like hell. really.

i miss my friend. i miss seha, farlinah, shasha n hidayah. i miss their laught. i miss laughing too. alot!

n i can't wait to meet my new classmate. melissa i guess.

2005-05-02T20:14:00.001-07:00

nice till fingger licking

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have a bite people.

2005-05-02T20:13:00.001-07:00

cn i hav a taste of the strawberry?

2005-05-02T20:13:00.000-07:00

cut the cake for us yeah.

2005-05-02T20:12:00.000-07:00

yum yum yum...

2005-05-02T20:11:00.000-07:00

close up view on the decoration

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yummie...

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hold up the cake sis

2005-05-02T00:19:00.000-07:00

2nd may 2005.

happy 22nd b'dae sis!

wish u all the best for ya future.

study hard kayz!

did 2 celebration. ferst at home. second at 2 hot halal cafe at esplanade.

sis is turning 22 todae.

yup yup yup. kind of fast rite??

wish her all the best love ya...*muackz*

2005-05-01T20:35:00.000-07:00

i hate to be fool. i hate to be in a situation when depression overcome me.

muz i face the reality? muz i face the fact of life?

my friend say dat wad u say is totally CRAP!!!

don't drag others along. if u wanna leave find! go alone!

u help me to widen up my circle of friends n now uve help me to make it small.

for huda if u read diz do sms me. coz u might wanna noe why i didn't join u guyz for conference.

2005-04-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

wonder y i didn't update my blog regularly???

1) i'm lazy

2) no much things to update

3)my idiotic sis took over to control this comp

4) my comp kept on corupted

update when i'm free kayz....

2005-04-21T15:45:00.000-07:00

as u guyz cn see for todae theres no brownies, no cakes but only jellies, is b'coz all of us were exausted.

decide to take 1 dae of break.

n guess wad i have to make 4 boxes of brownies when usually i bake only 2!

oh man....

i juz have to endure...yupz i do...

2005-04-21T00:39:00.000-07:00

n 1 more thing i forgot....is juz to wish my senior a birthdae wish..dats the most thing i cn do.

HAPPY 16TH B'DAE NARISSA!!!!!!!!!!!

happy b'dae to u.
happy b'dae to u.
happy b'dae to narissa.
happy b'dae to u.

wish u all the bez n gd luck in wadeva ya do darl! *muackz* *sssmmmoooccchhheesss*

2005-04-17T19:00:00.000-07:00

spend my dae baking the bronies for tomorrow..

yummy! yummy! yumm....

went ntuc wif the seha, shasha n hidayah.

the galz drop down my house to help me bake the brownies. it took a few hours.

while waiting guess wad we do?? as usual we did snap some pictures.

gonna poz some of the pictures. but....

not now, not todae, not tomorrow. it depends on my mood...wait till my blog is picture-less....

2005-04-17T05:05:00.000-07:00

big hug

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me n the brownies

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the sistaz again

2005-04-17T04:36:00.000-07:00

sisatz

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the 3 galz

2005-04-17T04:30:00.000-07:00

me n shasha

2005-04-17T04:29:00.001-07:00

agaian...our brownies...

2005-04-17T04:29:00.000-07:00

smile dayah...

2005-04-17T04:28:00.002-07:00

our brownies

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3 ladies....dayah,shasha n seha

2005-04-17T04:28:00.000-07:00

ok gal....

2005-04-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

had the first lesson wif my new tuitor. ok not bad. a TP student.

went bugis wif my cuzzen.

went to search for my new sch bag. n guess wad??

I FOUND IT!!!!

yeah...weehhee....

reach home ard 8 n here i am updating my blog.

2005-04-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

the tarian ladies

2005-04-16T06:12:00.001-07:00

tarian grp

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our sch dancer wif???

2005-04-16T05:38:00.000-07:00

me n shasha

2005-04-16T05:35:00.001-07:00

blur

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4 dara lagi

2005-04-15T03:54:00.001-07:00

1st class dress in npdd

2005-04-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

side view

2005-04-13T00:41:00.000-07:00

went for the excursion. wet to singapore police heritage. i think. not so sure abt the place.

overall was great coz the geng pablo were together n as normal laugther alwayz.

gonna post some of the pictures we took. but not now. wait till i receive the pictures from dayah n farlinah.

p/s: farlinah ko kene send pat msn, tak leh save through shutterfly, too small....nk online lang aku

2005-04-08T03:56:00.000-07:00

went to sentosa. yup. spent the whole afternoon there.

is acctually a family dae lah. kind of tired but fun.

niwae my blog is kind of picture-less.

i'm still waiting for the pic to be sent from seha n farlinah. get online, send the pic to me kayz. tanx

2005-04-07T12:56:00.000-07:00

disappoinment fill up the gaps in between my heart since the past few daes.

wanna know the result for what we achieve for our SYF??

BRONZE!!

its not silver or gold, but BRONZE! how disappointing can dat be. haiz.

n MDM SHARIFAH, U SUX!

2005-04-06T17:10:00.000-07:00

i've juz return for the SYF central judging.

i really have no idea on how well did we do but according from the audience we did well.

how abt our mistake??

yupz. we did make a few mistake but none of it is obvious except for 1 which most of the audience could notice it. the rest is fine. n we acctually receive compliments. good job to those who are involve.

we are not fully confident about winning gold, but hope fully we do!! pray hard guyz.

wad i'm excited about is the result which will be anounce maybe tomorrow or the following dae..errrmmm i'm not sure abt that.

eeerrmm...i need to think again abt posting me n my friends pic in the costume. u guyz juz wait right up. gonna make the choice. yes or no?

2005-04-04T22:28:00.000-07:00

i'm juz getting excited abt my malay dance SYF.

yeah!

gonna be in 2 daes time.

it wounld be held at kallang teater. anybody wanna support? hehekz.

the time for my sch would be in the morning shift. guess it gonna be in the first half.

weehhee! that me no lesson! yeah!

so wish me luck guyz. its quite a long time since i last went up to stage to performe.

2005-04-02T19:39:00.000-08:00

my head really hurts. i did knock on something for 2 daes straight wif a gap for 1 dae n i hit again my head.

head my head at the "buncu" of a door cupboard next i bump onto seha head on the next dae during P.E n it makes me feel giddy.

n todae i hit my forhead at the "buncu" of a speaker which leave a hump in the middle of my forhead n a small cut.

i wonder if the hump will stay till mondae, if it is i wonder how am i gonna go to sch.

hopefully the hump is gone by mondae if not by wednesdae!

2005-04-02T02:27:00.000-08:00

i miss the first half of the miss singapore. dammit!

i did watch from the selection for the top 10 finalist onwards.

for the miss singapore she's kind of pretty n intelligence. however i doubt she have the chance to be a miss universe.

well see abt that.

my eyes are sleepy. my bed is calling me.

nighty nighty darlingz! *muackz*

2005-04-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

i'm done with the changing of templete. yeah.

"haiz...olin nk tunggu ko sampai next year lom tentu ko tolong...."

i've change my bitching-board from doodle board to tag-board.

make the choice to use templete design by trina. think gonna change soon IF i have the time.

for now here goes my post. update more in the next post.

*u guyz now cn start tagging again*

2005-03-22T20:20:00.000-08:00

sitting at home really fcuk up me. really. damn bored.

i can watch the tv neatheir paly the comp. coz for donnoe wad technical prob my tv can't turn on. n my siblings were busy playing ard with the comp.

for the moment i hardly update my blog coz i really don't feel like it. everytime when i view there will be this one big empty white box that makes my blog look awful.

i'm gonna change my templete one dae. yeah one dae.but donnoe when. i'm trying my best to get use with the adobe photoshop 7.0.

2005-03-17T08:02:00.000-08:00

me n my turtle??...errmm..no!!! theres no turtat the beach...but than who??

2005-03-17T08:01:00.000-08:00

does we seem like jumping down??

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the 3 galz....

2005-03-17T07:59:00.000-08:00

smile galz....

2005-03-17T07:57:00.000-08:00

aik..tunjuk ape tu??

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the 4 galz!

2005-03-17T07:55:00.001-08:00

oik...pakai tudung tap sluar...ishk...

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the 3c1 galz

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u r on candid camera??

2005-03-17T05:52:00.000-08:00

dayah on the bike

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us again

2005-03-16T12:12:00.000-08:00

had a great moment. spent my time preatty well todae.

went cycling with the galz at east cost. great time. very kecoh-rable.

cycle all the way to changi i think than cycle back to east cost. 15 mins more so decide to cycle to kallang.

after cycling had our meal than play with the sea water n took some pictures.

gonna post the pictures soon. when i have the time lah k...

juz reach home from having dinner with my family. now bed time. nitez everybody

2005-03-15T13:37:00.000-08:00

someone out there must be extremely jealous about the ties i have between men my beloved friends in sch.

are we juz too bad to be in sch coz people were juz picking on us every now and then or they wanna take revenge or they wanna see us in seperate groups?

farlinah check her bag yesterdae freaking morning and found a fucking piece of paper which read "we acctuallie hate u alot....bla bla bla".

from 'fahrini and the girls'

these really peace me off. i feel like giving this fucking coward one tight slap n kill him/her.

will u people plz leave us alone. plz for goodness sack.

if u are the culprit be prepared to face us. especially me and farlinah. coz we ourselve will take revenge. take my werds u fucking idiot.

2005-03-11T09:52:00.000-08:00

juz can't understand with nowadays guyz. its so pethatic going after a gal which have rejected them.

where is their sense of shyness? i think its gone. haiz. i'm juz speechless.

niwae is the start of school hoilidays so have a good break.but don't forget to touch your book kayz.

2005-03-05T23:42:00.000-08:00

satudae plan as usual hit johor wif my family pluz nanny n husband.

had our dinner there. as usual seafood is our choice.

till here only. wait for a few daes for my next entries.

2005-03-04T14:13:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T VIEW MY DOODLE-BOARD!!!!

2005-03-02T21:15:00.000-08:00

if u guyz have been thinking y i didn't really update my blog, is juz b'coz 2005 is really a slacking year for me.

w won't update my blog ragularly but at east once a week.

2005 is really a slacking year for me.

i juz face my CA. n i'm totally not prepare for every test. not fully prepare. i really slack alot. my malay n geog sub do drop alot. n i mean it ALOT!!

i can't concentrate on my studies. really i can't. '

wanna read my next post? be patience.

2005-02-28T18:50:00.000-08:00

wish u peepz who's taking 'o' level result gd luck.

to those who succeed heres my congrates for those who don't its ok, don't juz give up continue to motivate.

no matter where u land continue moving.

2005-02-24T14:58:00.000-08:00

is it right to say that 'O' level results will be release today?? shud be.

to all those student who are waiting for ur result, i wish u all the best and good luck.

2005-02-22T19:17:00.000-08:00

i'm not only lazy about revising my studies n stuff.

but i'm also lazy about updating my entries n also changing my templete.

since i'm lazy about everything...this entries gonna be this short n simple...

bue everyone....

2005-02-18T12:05:00.000-08:00

2005 is really slacking man.....

buck up *fahrini* wake up...

no time to dae dream...

2005-02-15T20:38:00.000-08:00

i really don't know what happened to myself. i'm not as hard working as last year. i hardly get ready for the test that were set by our subject teaches.

is my time unsufficient? am i too lazy? or can i manage my time?

i was unprepared for my POA test and chemistry test. now i know i won't have much time to revise my notes for my geography which will be test tomorrow. i didn't hav much practice for my math n in 2 daes i'll be having math test.

come on fahrini wake up *slap slap*

i cn update more coz i need to use my time wisely. like i can coz i'm not so sure how long will my eyes be open. in any minutes it will close completely. i'm sure abt that.

2005-02-12T19:50:00.001-08:00

galz from 3C1.

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pic taken during chinese new yr deco

specially for u farlinah!

2005-02-11T19:18:00.000-08:00

for u olin.

i noe is hard for u to accpet wad happened wif all those swit memories. but u hav to fight it throught. i know u are strong, maybe not physically inded the strength that u have in your heart.

you neva fail to keep a smile behind those feeling, when i know sometimes you don't feel good. life has to go on.

you can't regret it coz the fact that every single one of us will face the same situation one dae. his body might not be by urside but his soul is in ur heart. following every single steps of urs. looking after u. sometimes u might juz hav this strange feeling that his not dead, but the fact that his soul is in ur heart makes u feel that.

take his werds n his advise. all the good and bad memories, up and down u hav gone through wif him as a memory where it cn neva leave ur heart till ur very laz breath. let his soul reast in peacen, let ur life continue moving.

let time swept away all those goods and bad memories. take one step at the time and u shall be ok onedae. belive in u n believe in your heart.

2005-02-10T21:59:00.000-08:00

wif juz 2 daes of holidae my family has already planned that we gonna go overseas. nowhere but juz KL.

can't really go shopping coz most of the shops were close due to chinese new year celebration. but at least is not a waste of time coz i manage to find what i want.

a valentine prezzie for my friends.

2005-02-08T16:56:00.000-08:00

school was ok but celebration were boring. damn boring.

my class were really slacking. the class deco were damn plain. no class performance n yet they expect to win. haiz.

olin cancel out the trips to play bowling. if she doesn't she gonna play all alone. seha cancel out n same goes dayah.

"hai olin, lain kali je lah h kite pergi....muhahaha"

2005-02-08T16:45:00.000-08:00

i noe my enries were bored. damn bored. but who cares.

i juz don't understand wif my feeling. i can get get moody in the middle of my cheerful mood. theres so much thing i want but i didn't achieve. regardless of love, sch werk, studies etc.

being neglacted, ignore, disappointed etc. is wad i alwayz feel. putting high hopes makes me feel disappointed if wad i expected didn't turn up.

haiz. i won't demand for more but urself.

2005-01-31T16:47:00.000-08:00

jokes. fun. laughter. i miss all that. u change in just a split second. i miss the old u.

influence? mind? crush? what makes u change? u change completely. u didn't even say "bye" to us when we're leaving.

we're not mad. we are juz curious with the changes that happened in yourself. wondering where is the old you.

for after 2 years we have gone throught together. we see each other growing. we've gone throught the ups ad downs together and out of nowhere u decide to dump us. is this what we deserve after what we've done? is this the way that u gonna treat us after we've gone through all the obsticles together?

we want nothing more but juz the old you. yes. the old you. think back n reflect at yourself. i know nobody is perfect but at least u cn be perfect to our sight.

2005-01-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

didn't update my blog for the pass few daes juz simply because i don't feel like it...

i'm done wif my geography notes...left wif my social studies plus the formula for math n i'm done...give me 2 more daes n i THINK i copuld finished it up...

2005-01-20T21:44:00.000-08:00

here are the pic that we took during the vamp...no album for these...

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hidayah n me...second lesbian partner

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oh god!...whose the one who capture the picture when i'm kissing farlinah...it seem like we are lesbian...huahaha

2005-01-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

informal group photo

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second formal group photo

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farlinah akak olin n me

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hidayah n seha

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ferst group photo....2nd level (left to right) : fahrini, seha, hidayah ist level (left to right) : farlinah, sadatul, ulfah

2005-01-17T06:41:00.000-08:00

in normal appearance i seem to be smilling. smilling all the way.

friends, u make me feel good when i'm sorrounded by you.

but when i'm by myself. all alone. down deep in my heart i miz him. miz him lotz. receive a sms from him, stupid me i, i accidently delete it without even replying him. i'm missing him right now.

now i juz got no trace of him. wad i want now is his contact num so as to be close wif him like how we use to be. not as boyfriend galfriend is juz a normal friendship between a young ladie and a guy.

is his msg i'm waiting for. it's his company that i'm searching for. between none of u noe him coz i neva say out his name infront of u peepz. how i wish i cud turn back the clock to 2 p.m n reply his msg.

2005-01-16T20:36:00.000-08:00

great. execellent. fun. etc...these are a few werds that came a cross my mind to describe abt the camp...with the great trainers which make us enjoy the 3 daes 2 nitez came...no dry activities...throught out the ferst activities, all were wet activities. lucky galz coz we have the opportunities to sleep in the bunk n the unlucky guyz in the tent. hahha..learn lots of new songs n clapping. u r my sun shine (the old version n the remix version), campfire burning now etc. for the clap we learn sexy clap, macho clap, merlion clap etc.

day 1 - sherewood 1 n team building (noon-till evening), preparation for camfire, blind's man walk n supper.
blind's man walk - another word is night walk. we calle dit blind's man walk coz we are not allowed to bring any light. not even our watch's light. for the first 10 min walk, we were lead by the trainers. n start the trail. we were all by our own. wad lead us trought the walk is a piece of string.

day 2 - breakfast, area cleaning n stuff. no-man's trail n sherewood 2 (morining till noon), trail walk to the waterfall.(noon till evening), campfire(throught the nitez)

sherewood 1 & 2 - need to walk on an obstacles where underneath it is water.

no man's trail - abt the same as sherewood but its more challenging. need to cross the water on a piece of rope, monkey bar etc.....

day 3 - breakfast, area cleaning, "busuk" operation n depart to sch.

wad i wanna say is good job to the traiers from the inno treak which brought us there to try out all the games, teach us new stuff.

2005-01-13T19:35:00.000-08:00

OLIN...KALAU KAU BACE DIS PST...AKU TUNGGU KO KAT BLUE HALL BESOK(14/01/05)
AROUND 6 45.....KO TAKMO LMBT LAK....

2005-01-13T16:11:00.000-08:00

thought of changing my templete but i FAILED to do so!!! perhaps wait till i return from pulai. n i bet i WILL change my templete!

no entries for the next few daes. getting ready for tomorrow..sooo hear u from u guyz in the next few daes...do leave a tag while i'm away!

2005-01-10T16:16:00.000-08:00

sometime i'm confused i start thinking abt love....different people think differently...and they defined the word "love" differently too... but 1 thing i hate...i when here comes the disappointment...it broke my heart into pieces n makes my body feel weak to move on...

dearest olin,
my advice is don't put ur hope to high...jangan terbang terlalu tinggi, kalau jatuh kau yang parah. move on with ur gurlie life as long as u can. relax k. kau jangan tension...i know u r truely n deeply in love wif him...tapi ko tk kn nk jad budak tk betol pasal die....think for urself k.... n ape kau leh uat if thats the way. sometimes i know u feel like crying when u found out about all these whenu really love that somebody...but where is all ur strength? i thought u are a stong gal..not in on the outseide but in the inside....need a soulder to cry on...i'll alway sbe there like wad u did for the paz 2 years...

2005-01-08T20:59:00.000-08:00

TSUNAMI

Pada sempadan wilayah segalanya umpama ladang
Disimbah Lumpur menghitam
Tidurlah aku akan hanya ingin merenung langit
mengingat ingat bagaimana tangis terakhir mu

disekelilingku kini sejuta lagi tangis
sedang mencengkam dihati ku
lihatlah bintang-bintang mula berkerlipan dan sedikit
ia berangkali tidak bermaka kerana
sengsara telah menyelubungi sukma

itu bulan disebalik cemara termanggu
bagai amat mengerti masih banyak disisi yang minta disayangi

Aku ingin sekali mendodoimu
bagaimana kah lagi dapat
ku dendangkan semua nyanyian

wahai kau dengarlah hanya I
ini nazam kemanusianku
kalbu ku berlagu untuk mu
kita dilaman tuhan

Tuhan yang merentangkan jalan kehidupan
kita hamba nya bertatih di langkahan takdir
sejarah belum berakhir kelopak esok minta diukir
padamkanlah mimpi ngeri ini bayangi hikmah berseri
tidurlah adik kecil ku sekalipun bukan pilihan
inilah peta laluan mu mengisi hayat dan waktu
dihujung peraha yang tak terperi ini
selamat tidur diranjang yang abadi

2005-01-08T20:54:00.000-08:00

HEMBUSAN ANGIN MALAM

Hembusan angin malam
Terasa lebih dingin malam ini
Seakan lebih sunyi dan sepi
tanpa usapan mesra insan tersayang
seperti mana malam-malam 26 december 2004

Gelombang walang yang bergelora dihati
merenuh badai menghempas pantai dalam irama ngilu
nestapa membakar dada yang gelita
dalam tidur yang tidak nyenyak
ditulik realiti paling nyeri

trajidi ombak yang meragut kasih sayang
yang memusnahkan ikatan perkasihan insani
yang meleburkan janji janji

Jiwa harmoni
Yang datang nya menerjah maut hakiki
disusuli ratap tangis anak-anak kecil
kehilangan ibu bapa

Jerih perih para suami isteri yang sebatang kara
keloh kesah melayan kebuntuan punya
ku tanya dunia depan mata dalam lautan lara

Gesang yang menebuk hati berdendam derita
segala nya pasti dan nyata kini satu perngajarran
untuk kehidupan menghargai setiap yang disisi
yang tiada lagi usah diratapi sewajarmnya doa disusuli
kerana kematian ialah ketentuan yang tidak dapat dimungkari

Yang tidak dapat hidupkan dengan ratapankerana yang hidup harus tabah mengharungi onak haluan menuju puncak gemilang kehidupan harus diteruskan sesudah badai tenang pohonan hijau pasti membendang

2005-01-08T19:52:00.000-08:00

BERBSIKAN TSUNAMI

Berbisik tentang fananya malam yang malas
Dia mula kebisuan luar biasa
walau pun ufuk ternyata damai hawanya
tapi dinding bumi retak cemas dilaut

pesan yang hanya difaham oleh ikan yang takut
ruang terkujut kosong laut nafas murka
sebelum mimpi tak terimbas pun bahaya

ombak menari dalam busana biasa meluncur
dan serentak merentap segala
darah dan Lumpur akrab bersaudara
dan selepas lidah air kuat berpulas
disisi jerit dengung yang terlalu luas

insan menjadi bauran renda yang satu
terkapar kalah oleh gelombang seteru
warna Lumpur menjadi selimut sebati
dan timurnya selalu berteka teki

Tsunami mengertak ketabahan negara
merobah batas diri merangsang bersatu
menebarkan jalur luka menggugah kalbu
yang mencairkan warna kulit

mesyahdukan kata batin dan merenung mata
yang gamam serta mulut yang ternyata terkejut bungkam
dan serentak juga merangsang manusia bangsa
yang berbeza dari mana pun juga
menjadi warga panah terdera yang sama

Air telah pun berkuak menjadi ombak
Ombak tergesa lari dikejar gelora
Dan Gelora cepat sebatnya dengan angin
yang samat galak menjerit seta mungkin
Tsunami lidah ombak memang tak terduga

Sayang dan marah memang rahsia jantung nya
Menyelitkan iktibar yang wajar dibaca
Pesan berhikmah disebalik serangannya
Dan kita insan yang sedang dalam pusaran

rumah dan kapal, pepohon titi dan pagar
serentak sahaja menjadi rakan terdera takjub
nahas yang sempat mengakrapkan kita.

Pada senja yang malam dan digin yang subuh
dan padi yang siang kini tangis seluruh
semua kalbu berdoa dalam syahdu
memohon tabah dan keberkataan baru

Hari ini luka yang hebat tentangan musib
yang menggetar jantung bumi yang terluka
nafas darah kita bersama
trajedi ini ucapan tamsil diabadmulah

ya allah lindungi lah kami dari mala petaka

2005-01-08T19:28:00.000-08:00

happy b'dae to u!
happy b'dae to u!
happy b'dae to atikah!
happy b'dae to u!

wish u happy 14th b'dae....wish u good luck..take care alwayz...n hav a better life ahead...gonna buy u a belated b'dae prezzie kayz...

went to tamp to buy my stuff for my up coming sec 3 camp....alomoz ready for everything....

2005-01-07T06:43:00.000-08:00

ooh...style...